Wednesday, December 29, 2010

Start working

Will be working soon from 8pm to 4am lol it's tiring I guess TT

Friday, December 3, 2010

Special

Just watched a movie lol and there is a sentence mention in that movie says that even just a minute but it's meant forever...and also to teach ppl that we must learn to appreciate each and everyone especially our the other half...babe ure perfect enough for me already ler..I know what i've wrote here u may not know but I just wanted to express my feeling through this blog..我觉得知足了应为你已经是完美...

Monday, November 29, 2010

today

what i feel about today lol just another normal day?? have a great breakfast+lunch with dad..just only the 2 of us..well i can tell dad whatever i want i feel so happy..cause i feel that communication is really important especially for family member.

relationship?? i'm really satisfied and happy with you..your really perfect for me..cause these few days u're not around me..i realize alot of thing..i'm really over depending on u babe lol..which i need to be aware of.. >< i'm really satisfied with you cause you gave me a feeling that i will never find a person like you..you have been very patient to me when i'm having my exam..no matter how far we're apart i will always be there waiting for u..babe i really love u..i will learn to be independent i promise..no matter how lonely i'm out there, in my heart there is no one can replace u in my heart..time flies really fast, i will slowly learn to grown up (XD "mature")..eventually will see things differently compare to last time

Thursday, November 25, 2010

Today

我觉得我好无聊不应该做的我就做,应该做的我没做。今天起我不会再做不应该做的事。

Thursday, November 4, 2010

Exam

Is around the corner and I can't concentrate cause I'm not feeling well having fever... who can help me with my maths bis economic n account TT

Tuesday, October 26, 2010

:)

Fine with everything..I treat my friend with my heart..no worries ya I'm fine to accept the fact..as long as u happy with or without me it's alright ya..go have fun with ur life..I'm fine alone no worries I'm big girl de.. life is always peaceful depends on how we think ^^ thank you for taking care of me~ keke I'm happy de o coz I did wat I need to do it's alright this is part of life...doesn't matter stay strong !!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sunday, October 24, 2010

Wednesday, October 13, 2010

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FEI POR JEN JEN

although i called but i feel that its not enough..i wanna share it here too

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FEI POR!! we've been through alot of things and we've been friends for almost 2 years de..so happy~~!!!!!!!!!!hope u enjoy ur big day!!! must always cheer urself up and must always take care of urself which i know that u can do it..because ure a strong girl..dont think too much if things that u cant solve just straight away go to bed and sleep then tmr only think ba..and have faith that every problem will sure have its own way to solve itself just like a magic..and now i'm not a wizard i cant make any magic but atleast i can still think of the magic that u put on me..giving me miracle and giving me wonderful life that nobody can replace u..no matter what will happen in the future, lets have faith that each and everyday of our life we will always be happy and healthy and wealthy =)...must always stay calm..dont think so much..i know that our friendship are as hard like a metal..HAPPY BIRTHDAY TAKE CARE MY DEAR...

Sunday, October 10, 2010

HELLO EVERYONE

PLS GO TO MY FACEBOOK PROFILE TO SUPPORT BOOM BOOM YA!!! WE NEED UR HELP VERY MUCH~~ PLS PLS PLS U CAN SHARE IT THROUGH UR FACEBOOK WALL OSO O PLS PLS THANK YOU FOR THE SUPPORT YA!!!!!

Friday, October 1, 2010

study

amitabha..i wanna faint la..i decided wanna go outstation study for one and a half year..die also dont come back..

faith

having faith in u makes me feel more happier to live in each day..i always remember how u treat me last time thats the moment that i appreciate and feel very happy and excited..but words that always come to my mind was i'm a couple and ure single ..maybe thats the difference that its hard to maintain both relationship and friendship at once..but i never give up on my friendship..i never and doesnt want to believe that relationship and friendship are hard to maintain until i hear from u then i only realize maybe it is hard..during the beginning of this year, i believe i can maintain cause my friend do really can hang around with my bf and we were all so happy each and everyday..this is the best memories and also the happiest moment..i'm sorry to my friend that i didnt maintain it well.. pls forgive me.. if things has turn out this way then there is no other option anymore then i'm lost.. i know ure tired and stress too..and i wanna add something another happy moment is that how u take care of me remember at ur house ?? while we both are studying >< then u cook maggie mee for me right after my bf went home?? remember ?? hahahah and also my bf bought snow flake for us hahahahah~~ go see agua hahah.. thank you my dear i'll never forget about those moment..all this memories are hidden deep inside my heart..thank you for all the caring, happiness, that u bring to me..i dunno wat to do if ure not a part of my life..i'm lonely and i lost my path of way..but i cant give up no matter how lonely am i..i must go on there are a lot of things that are waiting for me to do..sigh i think thats it..my friend do u know what wat we've been through its hard to mention by writing it out but its easy to keep it in heart and think about it inside heart cause nobody can ever change the memories..

Wednesday, September 15, 2010

courage

a peaceful life for me will do..courage is what i really need for now..i hate to think so much this is a bad attitude i have..hint that u gave me i understand and i know what to do..being alone in an environment wont be that worst i guess >< LOL..learn to grow up is something that is difficult..but i might give it a try ^^ ..

Wednesday, September 8, 2010

life

just now when i read a girl's blog, i was so relieve because i thought i a lil mental problem lol.. but after reading her blog i feel so happy because there is someone out there having the same feeling like i do..and facing similar problem like i do too..and the fact is i dont know her ^^..

last few days, my feeling were totally suck+worst which i dont even have the energy to do anything i even put all my unhappy stress feeling on my babe this is wat i feel the worst.. and i'm really out of control.. even my babe feel dunno wat to do to me which he had done a lot of stuff just to make me happy..but i just give him a cold face..i'm sorry babe..because i've been waiting for u to say "love you, hug and hold my hands" all these things really melt my heart..i know i've been acting like a lil kiddo and is time to be a mature adult..learn to give and take if this relationship is really wat we want to work it on till we're old..a relationship require fully participation of both of us..i hope that ure the one that will always lead me when i'm lost..last time u used to cuddle me, always be there for me, willing to wait me for few hours TT.. but now u dont cuddle me this is one of the reason y i'm being so sensitive..because u're always there to cuddle me give me wat i want treat me like a lil princess this is y i feel so miserable..but i understand babe because yesterday u told me ure always the same u would still always be there and willing to wait for me for few hours babe thank you..i understand sometimes when i'm too over that make u really reach ur limit..sorry babe now is the time for me to learn to grow up..babe and thank you for being so patience to me..babe whenever i'm out of control u could always stop me by saying "ILU" XD..

Thursday, September 2, 2010

sigh

family is a thing that i feel so miserable..maybe i'm slowly used to it de ba..i feel i need to be alone..when i'm outside i wish to be back home ASAP..maybe its my fault coz i didnt shop with them for a long time de..but everything already turn out this way so..let it be..coz i dunno whether i want change to another way or not..wat i can say i already slowly used to the way they wanna treat me de.. ^^ peace

TT

life


babe..sigh today dunno wat happen i feel so exhausted lol *everyday i oso feel that way* i think maybe the weather too hot sigh..i feel so miserable these few days..lucky babe ure always there with a sweet smile for me..i really admire u ler, ur smile really can make ppl faint ler lol.. especially me ><


I SO MISS U NOW LER..U KNOW THAT?? WHERE R U ?? *at T T*

DID U MISS ME?? *i do*

LOL..i think i'm crazy..babe i'm lost TT lol i think i'm not sure..

MISERABLE LIFEEEE

Saturday, August 28, 2010

tdy

a hungry man is an angry man..now only i realize y nowadays i get so angry easily..when i bath just now i only realize..its because i didnt organize my time to eat properly when until its late night i starting to feel hungry and yet i cant eat that's the time i feel depress and disappointed..

Monday, August 23, 2010

sigh

has a discussion with my daddy just now about my studies at oversea..daddy let me go ler for 2 years at aus..but i feel so unhappy..there are alot of thing that i'm afraid TT.. i want to spend time with my tan put put, afraid that my friend in kl will forget about me..afraid my family especially my daddy will have a burden because my sis and i going off in the same year..however, this is not the final decision..so i no need to think about it first..now i just wish to spend time with my tan put put and my fei porS and my twins.. no wonder ppl always used to say appreciate ppl that are around u !! tan put put i hope that u will remember our promise.. there is one thing i wish it badly..i wish that all my friends my fei pors can go together ler at aus..remember wat we used to say ?? when in aus fei por jen will do the cooking lol..so yam gong hahahah..and babe tan put put i just wish to enjoy and appreciate every moment with u although i always act like a kid TT sorry babe i know its hard to stand my behavior really thank you babe really ILU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! but anyway now is only under discussion nvm nvm nvm nvm still got time to think..long way to go ~~

Wednesday, August 18, 2010

day

babe..gambateh in ur assignment alright!!!!!!! ure my best genius SLIM babe!!!!!!!!!!!!! LOL..today was awesome..

Monday, August 16, 2010

a good afternoon

have girls talk session today, it was awesome!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i feel so happy..well we talk about poo poo today that was the main point..lol..keep on laughing like a clown lol and our venue was library !!

trip

arghhhh!! just feel like going outstation ler..sigh.. after redang next station is where?? i feel like going sea side,taiwan,hong kong,korea.. TT

appreciate my asset

thank you for being so patient with me..especially doing things that u would feel uncomfortable..i really appreciate wat u've done for me..tan put put u know what..i feel that my connection with ur family are getting more and more good ler..i feel that ur mom feel relieved when u're with me.. i dunno ler i think so gua..not sure >< i'm a thick face girl hor?? MUAHAHAHAH~~ when i hear ur mom say if ah wei in accident again, she will scold u and me together lol..after hearing that i feel very happy.. hehehehe..i love u so much..take care ya!! rest more..!! muackz good night sweet dream..

a warm morning

morning means a starting day for everyone..i always hope that every morning when i wake up babe ure the first one who is beside of me..and i always hope for the best but in life there are always up and down just like a mountain..i hope to face life with happiness this is very important cause i believe no matter what life always goes on..babe my life wont be empty as long as ure always there with me..babe do u know that ure very important to me!!!! no matter how far we're apart i hope that we'll always believe in our promise..i love u very much..

Sunday, August 8, 2010

tdy =)

is this wat we call life??

if thats wat we call life, then thats very pathetic

i knew it would arrive in a day but i just didnt realize it arrive so soon

nvm atleast i didnt regret wat we've been through ^^


Tuesday, August 3, 2010

babe

past few days i feel that my life were so pathetic..i feel so terrible..dont feel like talking..but thank you babe if it wasn't u being there for me..giving me advise..i really dunno how to handle my thought.. thank you for answering calls for me..calls that i feel that its tired talk to..babe i love u very much..u should be having a good and peacefully holiday but because of me its like a worst holiday ever..sigh..babe..i feel that nowadays i got a problem..what ever things that i said oso will make ppl feel so uneasy..haihs..i think i'm gonna turn on mute mode..haihs..i dunno ler..babe i really need u..i love u babe..i've difficulty that time ure always there for me to solve my problem for example my birthday that day? u still remember?? i really appreciate deep inside my heart..i miss u babe!! i'm waiting u at home =)..do u know wat babe..u always give me the best thing ever..giving me things that i dont have and oso learn things from u..babe thank you !! actually doing simple stuff like playing card and watch movie at home make me feel warm and its the best thing for me..

Saturday, July 31, 2010

bad memory

i really dunno how to express my feeling.. but i had it enough.. i reach my limit.. have u ever treat me as a friend? think before u say!! there were a lot of thing that u did to me but u just dont even give a damm to understand about my feeling..i'm just like a machine for u to "touch n go" ..i'm a just a friend to u when u need me..orelse i'm just like a stranger..remember u ditch me n xin jia for following wai ling they all?? remember?? u know i FEEL so damm pain inside my heart!!! atlast was cathy the one who accompany me instead of u !! come on we've been friend for more than 6 years..actually i dun mind u ask me to help for meeting ur bf but there was one time i remember we actually promise to watch a movie together but at the same day suddenly ur bf was free then u just walk off to meet ur bf..i dun mind nvm i know coz u dun have many time to spend with him..its ok!!! i just feel so sick of everything !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! to me from foundation till now its xin jia who accompany me no matter how whether i'm alone or not feeling well or family problem and many la when i'm worried for my exam she even tell me nvm we stay back together and study together no matter what she didnt give up on me..she even gave me things that she wanted badly..jia i really love u !!!..i just know her for 1 year and 7 month but she treat me like her own family member i dont mean to compare but when i started to think about it i FEEL MORE SICK.. MORE DISAPPOINTED..jennifer and vone deng i oso know them for 1 year and 7 month but they didnt give up on me although i always didnt pick up their calls..they still call me..ask me whether i got come to college or not ah..whether i got print notes or not ler..whether i'm unhappy or not ah..jen even sacrifice her time teach me maths which is my weakest subject by staying after college to teach me..teach me in other subject..cheer me up with SOMETHING *secret*.. take care me..comfort me when i'm worried for my exam which is the most important thing which i needed it badlyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy .. all these while i always have faith wish that one day u could sacrifice ur day for me instead of meeting up ur bf..but nvm end up disappointed only ya!!

Wednesday, July 7, 2010

specially to babe





babe i'm so sorry these few days i keep on behave like a kid i'm so sorry

i really appreciate wat u've done for me all these time..

babe ur friend stuff makes me feel that our relationship is just like a gold

a gold that we must treasure it till the very very very very end

till we're both old..

i believe that no matter how long a relationship is if both them doesnt treasure it then no point ler of being together ler..

i love u babe..

i really hope when ure an old grandpa i will be the one next to u holding ur hand..

Tuesday, July 6, 2010

REDANG





this is my first time with my friends going for a trip !! REDANG!!

maybe u may think i'm kampung girl *da heong lei* TT but i'm not !!

i'm really enjoy ler coz every morning my 2 fei por come wake you wei and me up ler because they know if they didnt wake we both up we will oversleep punya ler!!

i really dont feel like going home because home gave me a sick feeling but at redang got friends and bf there i really feel warm and at redang we're like staying together at a house with different rooms..

i really hope that there will be next station that all of us can go out together AGAIN ler..

thank you fat babe !! thank you very much for always be there for me..i know mostly oso u take care me ler help me clean up the room *although i oso got la but once only* for giving me a warm hug when i'm cold and oso also blanket !! thank you thank you babe !!!! wo ai ni!!!! accompany me to dance and buy stuff and swimming even though ure tired after finish snorkling!!

thank you vone deng seeing u makes me feel happy coz u always kena bully heheheh hou yam gong ler!! especially when u kena sand on ur pipi ler >< then u ran into jen and me to protect u ^^ fei por ting!! ting no matter wat happen to u..jen and me will always forever be with u !! big mama here muahahahah~~

thank you fei por jen!! for planning all the trip!! without u this trip wont work !! and thank you for taking care of me for the whole trip TT i know i'm a big kid!! THANK YOU!! i feel very warm when i hear ur voice screaming and shouting here and there ler >< it makes me feel that ur around me!!! really thank you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

thank you debbie for ur sleeping suit without it i think i cant be sleeping comfortably!!!! and >< sorry bie if i throw sand on ur head sorry dont angry k bie !! ah bie i hope there is next time that we can still go out for trip ler.. i really feel very happy that we went together for this trip ler!!

thank you vincent for joining sorry because u got exam yet u still join us ler.. thank you!!!! gambateh in ur exam ya!!

thank you cathy for the colgate hehehe without that my mouth will be smelly and i will be going to jen's room and steal hers hahahahah.. cathy i feel happy to see u there it makes me feel happy..

thank you edmund for accompany you wei and me to laguna's swimming pool..U WALK AWAY BECAUSE U FEEL THAT I FEEL UNCOMFORTABLE BECAUSE OF U but i wanna tell u its not because of u k its because of that bunch of guyz at the jaguzzi ler not u !!!

thank you boo chooi and wandy without u guys for joining redang trip everything meant nothing ler.. boo boo although is the first time going to trip with u but i feel happy and funny with you words!! hahahaha

Saturday, June 26, 2010

TO MY FAMILY MEMBERS

just GIVE me MONEY and treat me invisible then can de.. thank you
now if i got problem i oso wont tell mom

i just wanna keep it to myself

coz i feel so embarrassing tell all my friends about my family

haihs..

i PROMISE I WONT TELL ANYTHING I'M SUFFERING TO MY FAMILY INCLUDING MY MOM

family

u call someone a sis not just by calling or saying..its that how u mean it how u treat ur sis..

i've did my job

but how about u

u just know how to use me

when u got problem only find me

FUCK U!!!

ure not fit to be my sis

SHIT U!!

ure just a dramatic person

so what if the whole family like u

URE JUST A DRAMATIC PPL

WHENEVER WAT I DO I OSO THINK ABOUT HOW U TREAT ME

FUCK U

THANKS TO UR DRAMATIC NESS

I HATE THIS FAMILY MORE !!

U SAY MOM HELP U ALOT

YEA YEA SO WHAT U JUST BOUGHT AND LV ONLY MAH OSO NOT UR MONEY

FUCKING DRAMATIC FUCK OFF

NO NEED TO ACT IN FRONT OF ME

DISGUSTING

Friday, June 18, 2010

tdy TT

feel so miserable..

dunno y i'm acting this way..

i'm suffering..

i doesnt wish to act this way..

but i cant control..

i'm tired..

Friday, June 11, 2010

sigh

i need some privacy pls!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OH NO!!!!

gonna be a crazy gal de living in this house S H I T!!

SELFISH FAMILY MEMBERS

got a sis who just know how to find u when she is in trouble or she need anything

got a bro who just know how to think about his benefit

got a dad who just know how to get his stuff and doesnt care about ppl's feeling

CONCLUSION: wanna get out of this family ASAP

Sunday, June 6, 2010

relationship

there is no right or wrong..

appreciate

treasure it

=)

who will win??

Saturday, June 5, 2010

MAYDAY

i think ppl like me go to MAYDAY's concert was a waste of money ><""

but however first didnt plan to go de ler..babe plan to give that ticket to other ppl because he doesnt feel comfortable going concert with stranger because his elder sis gave the ticket to outsider that she just know that stranger for just a few month.. so i just feel normal is ok if duwan to go and is ok if i go too i'm just neutral..so at last no choice have to go coz need to bring babe's younger sis to go..but half way of the concert 3 of us left the concert..cause i'm really blur with the song that they sing ler..i just know 2 songs i think >< then babe ask his younger sis "eh u know all the song that they sing or not??" then his younger sis said "yea of course dad downloaded some of the song of MAYDAY's for me"..babe and i were like stun "are we outdated??"

conclusion MAYDAY's concert was fantastic and fun!! with all the robot,taxi and many more ler..

Sunday, May 23, 2010

finally

FIRST, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY LITTLE BRO (WONG HAN YANG)..must stay happy forever..jie will always be there for u when u need me !! hehehee AND KENNY CHEE ENG KANG happy birthday big boy de lerr!!!!! must take care ya..yesterday was a great day at aman suria..

Secondly, i'm so disappointed about my birthday present LOL,,HEY I NEVER HESITATE LER..AND U NEVER TELL ME THE TRUTH TOO =(

lastly,yesterday was a great day lol sam pat with jen,han yang and babe @ss2 hahahahah~~

Thursday, May 13, 2010

random

everything don't come in a right time..haihs boring + fed up

Monday, May 3, 2010

not in a good mood

dont feel like talking..feel tired because didnt sleep well yesterday..tired of re-correcting the assignment haihs..headache..today when i attend marketing class, tutor told us that we need to briefly link in the first sentence of the paragraph but i didnt do that..so i better be prepare to die..after so many times of re-correcting gosh!! fed up..i dont wanna care about the result de ler let it be ba!!! MOODY~ haihs.. I'M SUPER DUPER TIRED...its ok to carry a lab top bag around but i feel the longer i carry the more i feel its heavy..i'm think i'm getting older and older de..like wat jen say be tough thats the only thing that i can do now!! fight for the rest of the assignments!!!!!!

Saturday, May 1, 2010

assignment

headache with assignment ><" tmr is the dateline and i'm still fooling around ler...

haihs..tsk tsk.. TT can someone help me????????????????

i'm so sorry babe that i scratch ur hand =(

i didnt mean it ler..

Friday, April 30, 2010

now

@ home..boring TT.. babe is playing basketball heheh =) wish i'm there too so i can record videozz ngek ngek~~ wasnt in a good mood today =( very sleepy ler yesterday just slept for 3 hours ++ only.. lucky i still can wake up for college..so sad liao lo babe say he will call me de LOL!!!!! at the end he just msg me only..and my sot sot phone didnt ring at all!! so i dont know when i received his msg..by that time i know i already in college de --""..SALAH~NYA!!! glad that michael didnt comment much on our slidez..!!! thx to vone deng for all the hard work!!! GAMBATEH~~

very blur now feel like sleeping soon..
good night everyone..

Wednesday, April 14, 2010

tdy

went to pyramid and eat lunch with vone deng, debbie, jennifer, cathy and edmund ler ^^ today also cathy and edmund's anniversary ya!! heheh hope they always happy !! and sing k also ~~ like always hahaha snatch mic~~ but i win ler at last!!(as if) muahahahaha~~thank you ting for borrowing me the phone really thank you my dear!!!!!! and jennifer and debbie for teaching me how to cook the porridge ler !! XIA XIA DA JIA!!!

after that went home and cook porridge for babe~ although i know the porridge doesnt look good but nice lol..later tmr pangsai ><"" pray for babe first !! but i wanna tell babe that this is my first time ler and its full with my heart yea~~ after that went home to bath =) fresh fresh!! then only went for a movie @ pavillion.. glad to see some singer!!!! thank you babe!!!!! i know wat u mean ler about ting han that example..i really understand just that i dunno how to express my feeling ler..i'm really sorry..but i just wanna tell u i really love u ler babe i care about u also !!! i hope u really like the porridge ler !!! although abit cacat ><..i hope u understand i appreaciate each and every moment that we spend together ler !!! everything that i write it out here i really mean it ler babe!!!

^^ tired liao wanna sleep de
good night everyone

Tuesday, March 30, 2010

day by day

glad to know more about u..i mean the deeper u means about ur life, family life and also friends life..i'm so sorry because of me..u seldom hang out with ur friends and sometimes family also..i'm so sorry..i just wanna tell u i really love u and appreciate u muackz babe !! hope to see u every morning once i wake up..keke..if i love u..i should learn to be more understanding to figure out wat is right and wat is wrong..i'm so sorry for being so childish..that make u hurt..i know when i'm full with stress u'll always be there for me especially this peak season == but its ok even when i'm moody, angry, unhappy i wish u'll always be there to cheer me up..and really wanna thank u babe!! all these while ure there for me..thank you..



its very late de..

gtg

night night everyone sweet dreamz!!

Tuesday, March 16, 2010

tdy

life suxxx to the max..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Friday, March 5, 2010

college

started =( i feel so tension ler TT its like a race..rushing to end this semester ><..haihs just attended a week of lecture..did i pick the wrong course??? should i change? sigh..headache..when it comes to math math math math..OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG..FEEL LIKE CRYING DE..last time still can say got jennifer,my bro's gf , xin jia, ..but now who is going to help me?? + everyone are not studying in the same class ler.. miserable feeling ler..i'm too depending on friendz ler TT..

thx to babe for supporting me if it wasnt u who will always be there for me..i think i'm dead de.. !! and i really need to think about my future..am i suitable to take this course (='.'=)..i duwan to hesitate anymore laaaaaaaaaaaaa...60% of exam ler omgggggggggggggggg!!

Thursday, January 28, 2010

tdy

do u know what wordz that will makez me feel peaceful each and every night before i sleep??

ANS: i love u

thank you babe~

Tuesday, January 26, 2010

Wednesday, January 20, 2010

sick of friendz

i'm tired de..i dont feel like telling anyone but i'm really tired i'm really tired of u!!! wat u wanna say go ahead ba..i feel numb and this is not the first time de ya.. so its ok!! go ahead ba ^^..but sometimes i'm really tired when i'm not feeling well and yet i still saw some comment from u..thank you..i take everything as compliment ^^ having friend like u..i would say interesting !!..I FEEL VERY BORING..i have to be strong..and please mind ur own business THANK YOU!! I FEEL TIRED OF U DE..PLEASE LEAVE ME ALONE..this is the first time i feel so irritating and annoying from a BELOVED FRIEND...thank you..!! WHAT I WISH IS ONLY TO LIVE IN A NORMAL LIFE..IF U WANNA BE THAT OUTSTANDING GO AHEAD NO ONE WILL BLOCK UR WAY AND I KNOW U CAN DO IT!! BUT PLEASE PLEASE I JUST WANT MY LIFE..LEAVE ME ALONE..GO BE WITH WHOEVER U THINK IS UR FRIEND!!

Friday, January 15, 2010

sick

almost a week de~~ during these dayz quite tired + boring everyday oso have to stay at home haihs...sigh!! glad that bf willing to accompany me ^^ thank you ya~~ tonight will be going for party~~ hope that i have full energy to attend @@..but i scared ****** lerr..haihs nvm be strong!!

Thursday, January 7, 2010

feelingz

2009 soundz weird but i'm happy coz 2009 bringz happiness to me..a new beginning of life..a new step of relationship =) lol i feel very happy coz bf willing to spend his time to take the opportunity to visit me in fullhouse at pyramid all most everyday..i know everyone might say because our relationship still new and everything thats y we both willing to sacrifice time in order to find each other.. i do believe but i wish to let thingz go naturally..

last day

went to AC for our dinner... counted as a farewell dinner but only debbie, lynn and me eating only @@"" i might be going back to work if everyone still there but i know its impossible >< i did not regret of working in fullhouse..!!cause i met a bunch of awesome ppl..!!!!!!!!! i miss u guyz i will be going back to visit all of u !!! thankz to edmund, johnson and ah dong for teaching me thingz that i dont know..and working in fullhouse makez me realising the meaning of familly..

Wednesday, January 6, 2010

now!!

currently at station 1 with bf,dawn,shang and beh yam cha~ing..^^ tired tsk tsk