Totally down

I think I lost my sense of direction..I'm confused with what I want now..my feeling is just like a mountain going up and down nonstop..how am I gonna solve my problem? Help me pls my god

我觉得很矛盾~ Facebook ? Single? Since when u change it..I also dunno ~

today

please don't feel guilty and sympathy towards me alright..

tdy

i will do my best to graduate and my best to get out of this family..i'm so over it with not letting me to go aus and study..ENOUGH liao la..CHILDISH IDIOT FUCKING BROTHER..u make me hate u once badly and now because of small thing u make me think that u're much more worst than what i think..FUCKING CHILDISH..FUCKING GF U BRING TO HOME..

oh my god please help me and guide me through all these thing..i really need to get out from this family badly..friends and relationship i can pick myself but family is the only relationship i can't pick..but when i'm old enough to take care of myself thats the day i say BYE BYE to this house and so called family members =)

ESPECIALLY GOOD BROTHER..OR SO CALLED BROTHER

^^

no one to rely on nvm..suffer now rather than suffer in the future~

miserable

i feel so abnormal..when i study i feel that its so hard to memorize by heart compare to last time i can memorize easily unlike now..what is going on with me? it seems like there are a lot of thing bothering me..i feel so insecure but i can't do anything..no one there to talk to make me feel even worst..relationship friendship family ? didn't want any help just need someone to be there for me..but the worst thing is none/no one i can think of..except two person but i must stop relying on ppl de.. how how how how ?

tired period

i'm tired i'm stress i duwan ppl to look down on me..but what can i do? i'm losing my mind soon..