things

i know u have change certain thing ler..its alright leh..but give me some time to get used to everything.. =)

days without u

didn't receive ur msg and call for few days de..but i'm glad at least i can know that u reach UK safely..i was very worry thinking of whether do u have enough sleep? used to the life there? and did u bought UK's sim card? a lot of question popping out in my mind..until i receive msg from ur mom saying that u reach UK safely i suddenly feel that i just have a question to ask u "are u alright?" instead of those unimportant question popping out in my mind..i miss u..but i'm starting to get used to writing blog de..last time i used to think what for to update in blog since i can see u everyday and eventually i can update u when i see u but now i don't think i have that chance to do that de..so i must get used to writing blog in order to express my feeling towards u..take care =)

life

the moment u went down to the escalator, suddenly my brain has a flash back of what we have been through although the time that we spend together are not that long compare to her however meaningful relationship doesn't use period of time to measure. based on my opinion i think it depends on both couple willing to sacrifice time and things for each other. From my flash back i can view the first time sitting in ur car as someone u love hehehe and i'm truly sorry that i almost cause u an accident XD i don't mean it o i also dunno how come i didn't speak it out i just hold ur hand tight ><..i promise no next time..babe u know mah, after not long ago, i really cause u an accident which i feel so guilty and i can see that this accident really cause u a big problem which u really need a car badly in order to work and i will be using my car to college and need it do something else..and i'm sorry that i can't help u a lotTT if its not because of me..u won't be driving like F1 racer just to fetch me to college and dont want me to be late =( ..and every time when i'm unhappy or if there is something happening between us, u would always go to 7-11 and buy my favorite drink "malta" ... although throughout the whole year sometimes we always argue over some small issue but i'm really happy because in every issue i can feel that how much u care about me..but i don't dare to express it out XD cause i paiseh so i just act angrily to cover my paiseh heeheh this is something which i don't dare to tell u all these while.. and then during december time was my favorite although u didn't get to accompany me all the time but at least i'm satisfied cause u might need to accompany beh beh and wen wen but beside that u gave all ur time to me so i'm sorry once again that i shouldn't complain anything as u were already enough perfect..and once again thank you BABE for giving a good family i sincerely love them with all my heart..and during our indonesia trip, i know a bit boring cause there is nothing to play with however i feel satisfied and happy cause i never been to a trip peacefully.. =( each and every time including my last trip to australia with family i feel so headache + exhausting every single day also got complaining by my daddy some more his voice was loud..and i love sitting on the boat with just us as a family i feel so unique..i feel happy to have a warm family...all these things is u gave me de..thank you so much babe..oh yeah..and thank you to your beloved mommy and grandma for taking care of my health and loving me like her daughter/grand daughter and also to training me as a good gf.. i promise i will visit them these few months before i start working..once again thank you so much for giving me all these,,i'm really satisfied..although i won't know what will happen in the future but i hope we both work hard in our studies and also for our future and i sincerely love u so much and i couldn't stop thinking about u =( i know this is not what u want but i'm sorry i will try my best to control..please do take care when u're in UK..hope to see u soon babe,,all the best and hope u pass ur exam with flying colors..oh yeah and also about redang trip although we go with my college friend but u never hesitate about not being close with them or worrying that u'll be alone or some other situation.. i love u so much for never hesitating to foliow me to redang trip.. =) u even have a good bonding session with my friend which this is the part that i'm truly proud of u..cause me myself are not capable to do something like that!! ONCE AGAIN THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR BEING PART OF MY LIFE

Feeling

I wanna be selfish too..u have ur way in deciding Wat u want and when u wanna go out..I would like to tell u, I would oso wanna be selfish in deciding Wat I wanna do..and I know u won't be stopping me in doing anything..that's ur problem but u can't stop me from following u and wanna do things together with u as we might not predict the future so I would really appreciate the time to go somewhere else with u..So don't stop me..everyone has different way of expressing their way of doing things so am I..

fantastic =)

hehe =) have a great day today although got a bit miserable but still ok luu quite fun shopping around with my babe and bff jessica~ ehehhe