^^ daily life

hehe feel so happy at least there is someone who willing to spend time with me right after my work @ pyramid =)..although i feel tremendously tired but yet i feel so happy at the same time XD.. hehe and i feel so happy that kenny and ********* came bek from ********..

working

actually i used to think that working at fullhouse was a happy decision..and even now i don't feel regret ler!!!!!!!! but a bit confuse with things that are going around.. i never think to stop working at fullhouse even though my new semester startz but i keep on thinking on negative side ler~ and i'm really sad ler towardz the shiftz that was given..dizzy la!!

currently working at pyramid hehe

well..

friendship ended

SUAN

DAMMM DISAPPOINTED

bali end??

yay!! tmr u all coming bek de lu~~

everything will be fine?

i hope so ya!!

our friendship will continue no matter wat type of obstacle that we will meet in the future or maybe now right??

no comment!!

be strong!!

laalalala~~

appearance?

is it really important?
not only towards guyz but girlz also le!!
but for me i dun think itz important at all ler

haihs

i think i've done wrong decision ler

as expected

everything ended perfectly ^^

after test

right after our test we went to eat chicken rice~~ hehe jennifer fetch us go~~ lucky ntg happen coz i haven't buy INSURANCE for myself hahaha after we went to 100 yen lol chit chatting..its fun coz tmr is the last paper de huuuuuuuuuuuuuurray~~~~
YESH!! after that muahahaha our plan are ALL FULL
hehe thanks to neng neng!!
lucky she plan everything that makez our lifee full with enjoyment right after exam !!

feeling

miserable..worry about a lot of things..I've decided right after exam end there will be a conclusion for everything~~

tdy

i really hate u a lot!!!!
i hate u because the mark that u left for me
eventhough i dont love u anymore but the mark would always be there
why r u so selfish?
if u wanna leave then just take the mark with u and JUST LEAVE!!
i cant forgive u
I HATE U!!

my BFF

AIYORRRRR..my hair TT
found this picha on bie's pen drive then steal..ngek ngek
actually still got in jennifer's pen drive but i dunno whether she still got keep onot o !! @@

family

called my mommy just now and told her abt the thingz that my friend want o..
mommy without u, i feel so miserable and lack of confidence..

TT

haihs i dun have any motivation at all ler!! TT little bro where are u ?? i miss all of u laa~~ sien ler at home alone facing wall!!

today

i should stop dreaming and continue my path of way

after presentation ><

hehe see jennifer's face so big o blerkkk

15/10/09

everything ended~

haihs

boring ler life like this final exam coming..all test coming SOON also..HAIHS.. who can help me ?? how many days left? lol but i'm playing and fooling around.. TT

Frustrated

with everything in my life..sometimes i do wish to end my life..a life like this makez me feel so miserable..

haihs

dayz seems boring

tmr

tmr go australia lo..scared will be very boring laaa..haihs..^^ but got a bit exciting ler
thank you to jess n thom i feel much better de lo..
about relationship let it be ba i dun care liao lo but i will do my part to be a better gf..i dont care how u treat me atleast i wont regret from the way i treat u

feeling

TT fall asleep de but my bro ler disturb me ish ish!! haihs i feel so sad ler..do u really belong to me?? how come i feel so uncomfortable..i feel so uneasy and lack of protection from u!! am i a spare key for u?? sometimes i feel that in our conversation u can really mention something related about her..although i know u don't mean to mention about her..or maybe i'm just thinking too much..

today

approximately 7pm Mr poppy reach my house then we head to mv around 7.30pm..Mr Wong meet us around 7.35pm then we head to cinema to check out what time was the movie after that Mr Felix called us up to meet at garden ..lol when we're on our way to cinema we called jess and she will join us too but will be a bit late ><..later on Leng luiz Jess, Mrs.Cornie and Mr.Gabriel reach but that time was around 8.56pm "ngam ngam hou" hehe 9pm was our movie time ^^..after that we went to oug to meet up with Mr.Danny,Mr.Thom,Mr.Kenny and Mr.King woah..waited for more than half and hours.. @@ then we went to look up point at hulu langat,cheras..but half way Mr.Poppy,Mr.Kenny,Mr.Danny,and Mr.Kenny gone back de..so left Leng luiz Jess,Mrs.Cornie,Mr.Gabriel,Mr.Felix,Mr.Thom and me lo..hehe we chit chat until 2.30am..then go bek lo

freedom

freedom thatz wat i want

having holiday

hmmm...boring le need to do assignment

cuteee chow chow dear

exam is coming TT

i dont have confident..haihs

friendz that are real in my heart

i really appreciate no matter how bad or how good attitude both of them are

tonight

went to yam cha with my friendz..at wingz kuchai lama~~ i feel so happy ya can meet bek alot of friendz which were normally busy in daily life.. keke..but in the same time haihs i feel that my friend change alot ler...

tdy

busy day~~

family

is what i really want
but everything turns out to become nothing
i wish to leave malaysia ASAP but i scared about financial problem
haihs..i cant do anything
i hate this family
i'm nothing in this family
i wish to go

toDAY

maybe i should really let go everything that are consider as a PAST TENSE.. after reading a girl's blog..woah suddenly i think i'm a fool lol i doesnt wanna be in the same situation as that girl..regret was not in my dictionary but face the truth..i should really close down everything..and accept new data..i think i've pick the new data..miserable feeling haihs i really worry about my thingz now..TT this few days keep on having nightmare.. going to bangkok tmr..haihs wish to go bek to malaysia soon..

babe

friendz brought boom to vet yesterday woah..boom so brave !! he didnt cry or scared when the doctor inject a medicine into him..^^ geng o

tonight

go thailand lor~~ yay!! buy stuff stuff..but i guess mommy wont bring me out because of H1N1 @@ sad case lo so go there see my cousinz all lo

facial

went for facial and buy stuff for boomboom~~ lol @@ ish ish boom bite my finger naughty =.="

cant stand de~

boomboom alwayz wake up so early @@ tired to take care o but when unhappy that time see boomboom then happy de ~~ keke

today =)

went to mv about 1pm..chee yong fetch me to mv then meet up with debbie cathy estee and parentz..=) took picha with debbie lol sunsilk salah betul~~!!! lol just rm35 and above then free make up and all stuff lol..=) happy to meet bie bie o

decision =)

done
no way of turning bek

genting

haihs..this morning only know that m0mmy wasnt coming because of certain reason lo..so i went to genting with debbie,sze kie,jamez,weilon,and chee yong~~
we really enjoy but we finish playing all outdoorz at 4 something so we came down from genting around 5 something then O.O JAM JAM JAM..around 8 only we reach ss15 and had our dinner o =)
salah betul!! keke..but i really enjoy today o..took a lotz of picha show ya later ><

picture of my dear

thinking of me???

picha~

suddenly found this picture in facebook~~

pissed off

i really disappointed my brother's friend..come on!!! how many years old de o? still so naive? so wat after my brother and his gf breakz up that doesnt mean his gf's friend cannot be my brother wan wert!!! but now his gf's friend tend to stop talking to my bro..really swt..i think because his gf's friend wanna side his gf?? swt man..dont let my bro go futsal nobody carez man..his gf's friend doesnt have the right to stop my brother from going futsal!!! his gf's friend just act like a baby!! come on wan me to teach u guyz how to differentiate sports and relation?? my bro's gf i dunno la whether is she involve but i really feel disappointed

relationship?

still not there yet..lost confidence..i prefer my life now..i can do watever thing i want..

boomboom

muackz ur my motivation..

today

listening test faint TT i dunno wat i'm doing
i'm so confused with my econ
i'm so confused with my bcp
who can help me?
why treat me like that?
am i really that hopeless?
haihs..no confident in doing everything de~~especially econ..
got someone who willing to support me?
i feel that i'm no longer that strong de..
i dont feel like going anywhere..
feel like dying

exam

will not update blog until next friday due to exam..=)

=(

i wanna faint de still got a lot oso havent study ler =(

feeling blurrrrrrr

unconscious about life..life with boom boom xD

exam

study?? i dun feel like studying de haihs how? @@"

good news/bad news

the good news was boom boom arrive yesterday
the sad news was pui pui was dead TT yesterday night
swt..thought to bring along boom boom to play with pui pui de now..haihs sigh..may pui pui rest in peace..hope pui pui will alwayz be happy like she used to be

last night

went to station 1 with roger,danny, and joey
then we went to wingz lol change place
because the feel at wingz better yay!! around 11am++ all go bek lo then go watch movie with danny and roger until 3++
haihs..i havent study anything lerrr

today

damm pissed offf

today

went to pyramid to buy formal clothes with debbie and chee yong~~ at last i bought my formal shirt TT tmr need to present in front of public~~ scary~~

dye hair

i dye my hair yesterday~~ ^^ copper..i love it some of friend say its nice..

kaka~~today

today okay o as usual although a little unhappy o but nevermind de hehe everything will be alright o

today

i starting to lose confidence ler..towards everything that occur in my life..unhappy..i really wanna end everything quickly..muiiyee still exist mah? i dun think so ler..not emo..but a little unhappy~~

genting

puipui day

i miss pui pui o TT tmr my sis go thailand lo..

tired

early in the morning need to go college later on skip class oopps..because need to do passport le TT charm charm..i tak suka ponteng leeeeeeeeeeeeee!!! my sis n my dad fetch me to hartamas in order to do my passport o..i got my passport around 5pm

today

went to college as usual 8am to 10am then 12pm to 2pm..but in the middle i went to service my sister's car with her..because she dunno the location == plan to go back college after service her car..lucky DANNY SAVE MY DAY hehe he come to service center and fetch me then only chee yung they all come fetch me from catholic high school but.."SHOCK" HALF WAY WE WENT TO GENTING O.O"""..sze kie,wei lon,cheeyung,debbie and me lol actually i duwan go because too far ler..so they say what about timesquare?? then i say "hmmm..duwan la because timesquare there got H1N1" then atlast oso go to genting lol..naughty la~~~

yesterday night

puipui so naughty

=) meet pui pui atlast o so miss le my darling

today

hehe woke up around 12pm.. @@ so late~~~!!! and then went to subang to have lunch with xin jia and sze kie..after that went to debbie and cathy's house to work on our log book..omgg...still a long way to go~~ TT so charm la..later at 7pm straight away go to you wei's birthday party at sunway steamboat @@ woah..go home sure let daddy scold..O.O""hahahahah

feeling

vanish

today

hhaah late to college @@..but nvm le..=)..lazy lol..today is a great day..lol when i tell my friendz that i wont go clubbing anymore..their reaction were "HAHAHA..MUIIYEE SAY DONT WANT TO GO CLUBBING ANYMORE WOR" lol no one believe me le TT nvm i will prove to everyone I REALLY MEAN IT !! yesterday talk to roger until 4am @@"" lama~nya..he oso laugh at me..as if i'm fooling around ==" hahah..but nvm la i will do it de..

morning

heheh..got class at 8am to 10am business computing..right after class end..debbie plug in her thumbdrive into the computer and check out on photoz..keke i just pass by and something attractz me..that was our secondary school's photo hahha