babe

past few days i feel that my life were so pathetic..i feel so terrible..dont feel like talking..but thank you babe if it wasn't u being there for me..giving me advise..i really dunno how to handle my thought.. thank you for answering calls for me..calls that i feel that its tired talk to..babe i love u very much..u should be having a good and peacefully holiday but because of me its like a worst holiday ever..sigh..babe..i feel that nowadays i got a problem..what ever things that i said oso will make ppl feel so uneasy..haihs..i think i'm gonna turn on mute mode..haihs..i dunno ler..babe i really need u..i love u babe..i've difficulty that time ure always there for me to solve my problem for example my birthday that day? u still remember?? i really appreciate deep inside my heart..i miss u babe!! i'm waiting u at home =)..do u know wat babe..u always give me the best thing ever..giving me things that i dont have and oso learn things from u..babe thank you !! actually doing simple stuff like playing card and watch movie at home make me feel warm and its the best thing for me..