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has a discussion with my daddy just now about my studies at oversea..daddy let me go ler for 2 years at aus..but i feel so unhappy..there are alot of thing that i'm afraid TT.. i want to spend time with my tan put put, afraid that my friend in kl will forget about me..afraid my family especially my daddy will have a burden because my sis and i going off in the same year..however, this is not the final decision..so i no need to think about it first..now i just wish to spend time with my tan put put and my fei porS and my twins.. no wonder ppl always used to say appreciate ppl that are around u !! tan put put i hope that u will remember our promise.. there is one thing i wish it badly..i wish that all my friends my fei pors can go together ler at aus..remember wat we used to say ?? when in aus fei por jen will do the cooking lol..so yam gong hahahah..and babe tan put put i just wish to enjoy and appreciate every moment with u although i always act like a kid TT sorry babe i know its hard to stand my behavior really thank you babe really ILU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! but anyway now is only under discussion nvm nvm nvm nvm still got time to think..long way to go ~~