faith

having faith in u makes me feel more happier to live in each day..i always remember how u treat me last time thats the moment that i appreciate and feel very happy and excited..but words that always come to my mind was i'm a couple and ure single ..maybe thats the difference that its hard to maintain both relationship and friendship at once..but i never give up on my friendship..i never and doesnt want to believe that relationship and friendship are hard to maintain until i hear from u then i only realize maybe it is hard..during the beginning of this year, i believe i can maintain cause my friend do really can hang around with my bf and we were all so happy each and everyday..this is the best memories and also the happiest moment..i'm sorry to my friend that i didnt maintain it well.. pls forgive me.. if things has turn out this way then there is no other option anymore then i'm lost.. i know ure tired and stress too..and i wanna add something another happy moment is that how u take care of me remember at ur house ?? while we both are studying >< then u cook maggie mee for me right after my bf went home?? remember ?? hahahah and also my bf bought snow flake for us hahahahah~~ go see agua hahah.. thank you my dear i'll never forget about those moment..all this memories are hidden deep inside my heart..thank you for all the caring, happiness, that u bring to me..i dunno wat to do if ure not a part of my life..i'm lonely and i lost my path of way..but i cant give up no matter how lonely am i..i must go on there are a lot of things that are waiting for me to do..sigh i think thats it..my friend do u know what wat we've been through its hard to mention by writing it out but its easy to keep it in heart and think about it inside heart cause nobody can ever change the memories..